I am not a painting in the house of your life | I am the mansion next door | you try to block my windows from sunlight | I add another story | you crumble in rainstorms | I will stay here
My partner is one insanely beautiful woman, though, so I’m not sure which one of us is more lucky :)
Oh my, I bet it’s so wonderfully exciting and astoundingly terrifying at once, and that you feel your whole world is turned upside down and your body is feeling alight with it.
There’s not much to do other than enjoy it, for the intensity of the crush will slowly simmer into love if it works out for you, or just extinguish as swiftly as a burnt out candle if it doesn’t.
When it makes you feel sad, remember that this, the overwhelming feelings, are what makes you inherently human, and that’s more special than any boy could ever be.
I hope you have a very nice day, lovely. Remember your self worth has nothing to do with this crush and to most of all be kind to yourself no matter the outcome xx